Always happy

It's been a long time since I blog. Been busy with work. One night, when I was sleeping, my past seemed to did its flashback thing. I saw myself starting life from a small kid till now. The first word that I heard was very weird. I think it came from god because I was still a little baby then. I remember it clearly. He said 'your life starts now. Cherish it' was what he said. I told my parents but they didn't believe it. Till recently, that flashback showed me the negative things I've done. Maybe I shouldn't have done those things. I lost my friends, my relatives and some other things I did not cherish. This might explain why I cherish my parents a lot. But I know that I cannot be with them 24 hours, that was what my it instructor told me. I have my own life and I am gonna cherish it. Maybe some of you might see me in places that I have been and said that I wouldn't come back. I'm gonna get my life back. Now the o levels are coming. And I know that the war has been 50 percent completed as the preparation is very important. To all my o lvl friends! Good luck. I may seem sarcastic to some but well,this is how I am . cya